hrt day nine, 100mcg estradiol patches:
it is far too early for rl!sian to exhibit obvious physical changes. but there are changes already. no one is reading this, so we are going to use this blog as an occasional transition diary. if by some fluke you are reading this, feel [redacted] to skip to the pictures.
rl!sian is crying at the slightest provocation. this is weird as she went decades without crying and now she is shedding tears almost constantly. the feelings are constant.
rl!sian’s partner has said that sian’s body smells a bit different. the one thing sian has always liked about her body is that she has always smelled good. sian is a little concerned about this: what if she gets smelly?
another concern: sian has always liked spicy food. she was warned that her tolerance for hot food would change. she ignored that. but last night she cooked for another partner and apologised for overloading dinner with chilli, only to be told that it was really mild. which is also a bit worrying. sian has concern for the future of her nachos.
something else has changed. rl!sian went out dancing last night at a new local lgbtq night. she wore a skirt and her favourite demonia shaker thigh boots and had a confidence she’d never had before. she got hit on by a cute boy half her age. it was oddly affirming.
you can only just about see the estradiol patch on virtual sian’s abdomen here. but it is there, and sian is really happy that you can buy virtual hrt in secondlife.
featured:
• r2 hakuya2 coat and boots (customised)
• gnarly. estradiol patch
• voguel rosie skin
• alaskametro “cyberspace” eyeshadow
• shiny stuffs evox shadow strip
• celesticat hacker eyes
• deetalez biteme lips
