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xx.xy14 Patch Notes (ii)
Sian doesn’t have to DIY hormones anymore. That’s the news. Gender Services finally got to giving Sian proper HRT. There might even be, before the year is out, a consultation on surgeries. Hurrah! There is a wrinkle: it’s got to be dermal patches. No more injections. The patches are big crinkly plastic squares and you
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xx.xy13. Making the Display Name the Same as the Username
RL!Sian did a small thing yesterday, that also happened to be a huge thing. She changed her name. Now in the UK, it’s fairly easy to do that. You have to have a piece of paper with a specific set of wording on it, that says you don’t want your old name, you want your
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xx.xy12. Tourist
There’s always a sense of guilt for RL!Sian in being trans, a sense of always feeling that she is just a tourist in queer spaces, that she is somehow not trans enough, both innately and in the way she presents in the flesh. This has eased a little, but not a lot, not least because
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40. Mortal
When, in 2009, an earlier version of RL!Sian logged into SecondLife for her second go at making an account and her first go at really being Sian, she decided that, given she was in her early 30s, Sian would be 29. That account she gave up in 2016. By the time she came back in
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xx.xy11 surgery (part 0)
Yesterday, Sian asked Core (that is, Lust Melody) what would be a pleasing thing for her to do. Core said, “Choose a limb. That one’s cybernetic from now on.” And so, with a prosthetic left hand, Sian enters the world of elective amputation in SL before RL!Sian does. One of the reasons Sian loves cyberpunk
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xx.xy10 pride
ok, it’s update time. sian has been inworld and she’s got well over a hundred screenshots for blog posts that never happened, but frankly, it just felt too much like work, and honestly the whole point of this blog is processing over the space of about, what, the last four years, how second life
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xx.xy9 rack
did you miss sian? in the months since you last saw sian, imaginary reader, a lot of things happened. but she is back. she has a bunch of outfits to show you. this one went to the front of the queue though, the most realistic rubber catsuit sian has seen in second life, from avec
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xx.xy8 chrysalis
yesterday, or maybe the day before, sian accidentally touched her chest and experienced a new sort of pain, an odd sting as she suddenly realised how very sore her nipples were. After months of wondering whether the changes she had so far experienced were only the placebo effect, this proved oddly comforting. something is happening.
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xx.xy7 but what am i going to be
one of the scariest parts of transitioning is that for a while, the dysphoria becomes worse. there’s a feeling that rl!sian is having a lot now of intense dysphoria, the sense that she will never have the features of a woman, that she will be as ugly and grotesque as the terfs assume that everyone