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xx.xy7 but what am i going to be
one of the scariest parts of transitioning is that for a while, the dysphoria becomes worse. there’s a feeling that rl!sian is having a lot now of intense dysphoria, the sense that she will never have the features of a woman, that she will be as ugly and grotesque as the terfs assume that everyone
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xx.xy6 needled
the patches were only ever going to be a temporary solution; the real deal was always going to be doing it by injection. and as of the end of august, every sunday, sian swabs down a patch of skin on her abdomen, swabs down a tiny bottle, and sticks a tiny needle in herself with
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ix. private deities 9
ix Every day I find a new belief, a new approach to faces,Places, things to see, to do, to be with youI find my voice now. I find a place in the sun and she and I are one.L’objet petit a becomes once gained an objet d’art, an object lessonAnd a place inside becomes
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viii. private deities 6
(no, imaginary reader, nothing has been skipped. sections v, vii and viii of the original performance were other spoken word pieces interjected into the original for the sake of the performance.) vi They do not call them avatars for nothing;Each reflects the needs, desires, skills, aesthetics, hopesOf every private deity who chooses to createWho must
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xxx.9 negative space
the important of negative space in fetish fashion cannot be understated; when you are hardly wearing anything at all, the relative positioning of what one is wearing can give an illusion of somehow being more naked, of highlighting your genitals, your torso, nipples rouged like Anaïs Nin, so that even though your arms and legs
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27.0 quiet time
sian’s delve into super niche sl kink has taken a further advance with the removal of her voice this week. now, not only can she not receive or send direct messages, she can’t talk in chat either. she can however speak in the hive mind, so if you have an avatar charm, you can
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26.0 old new borrowed blue
sian and caly have been partners in virtual crime for 14 rl years. recently we were in a rp and caly just sort of interjected that she wanted to be permalocked by sian. well, it has been a long time, hasn’t it? so sian indicated in the affirmative, but then sian said, why not have
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vii. private deities 4
iv As above, so above and above and above, each level of GodAnother unfolding of scale, another private deity; my GodBelieves in a God who believes in a God who believes in a GodAnd somewhere up above an infinity of scaleAll things are one thing and no mysteries exist.God is infinite and in infinite numbers;Each
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vi. private deities 3
(the text of sian’s 2013 voice performance continued, because sian is nothing if not sadistic. hit me with your virtual reality themed poetry, mommy. in all seriousness though, sian thinks this has aged pretty well.) iiiso there’s this other god who the other weekPassed the children’s playground by his home and watchedthe children swinging sliding running