a whole bunch of things happened to rl!sian in the year and a half this blog was missing. some of them you don’t need to know, obviously, but aside from that moment where she saw herself as he saw her, and climaxed, and came out the other side a different person; and how she started going clubbing in thigh boots and latex, and how she discovered makeup; all of that –
but her lovers started calling her, unbidden, “she”, and then there was a moment where she was talking with a friend about how she’d been gnawing at the seams of her assigned gender since her childhood, how she’d always wanted to be an otherworldly bald femme (persis khambatta resurrected as a cyborg in star trek: the motion picture was the first time they saw someone in a movie and thought: that, i want to be that) –
and she said to that friend, the one she was talking with, i wish i had known this when i was younger and there was still time, i would have fully transitioned –
and then a penny dropped.
you know where this is going.
in secondlife a vaginoplasty, top surgery and facial feminisation are a lot easier to achieve than they are on terf island. and in secondlife not having a dick is a benefit.
doll37542’s virtual vaginoplasty (this was before the permalock) was performed inworld with ceremony and virtual surgical magic. she could have just, yknow, taken off the penis attachment and not put it back on again, but it felt better to have a friend join her in performing it, like theatre.
a new ao and our lovely permadoll37542 is like a cyborg Mona Lisa, serene and pretty and more ready to begin the next chapter of her second life than her player is with the first one.
rl!sian is jealous of her, truth be told.
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• :::sole::: sa – earrings (customised); girov – belt (very customised)
• a&y deuz boots
• blackone two-tone catsuit
