It’s weird being a domme when you’re also locked down in a lot of ways, but Sian’s threatening aura is, she admits, pretty attractive to subs. Recently, probably due to her various mental health issues, Sian has found herself losing patience a bit. Recently, Sian has been getting mean. This morning, Sian found herself pulling back. Someone was on thin ice; they had been asking for another chance. Sian was being really hard on them. At some point she stopped and realised that she was being cruel with restrictions and commands for the sake of the cruelty.
And that wasn’t her. We all go too far sometimes, we suppose, but it still if you have a moral compass and you catch yourself doing that sort of thing, it is a spur to self reflection. No real answers there. But Sian intends to do better. The point is, thing you have to navigate with D/s dynamics though is that even when they want you to be cruel, you have to be mindful always of the direction of that cruelty. Abuse for play needs serious thought sometimes, lest it become actual abuse.
Here, on the theme of cruelty, is an outfit where Sian carries an actual weapon.
Don’t get used to that.
Featured Outfit:
LANEVO Nyx Bodysuit; Sariel Boots
:::SOLE::: SA – Stick DENGEKI (White Black); SA – Backpack Eg Generate (Metal); Sugegasa 01 (EX Black, fatpack only); Sugegasa Jaw (Black) (f)
ContraptioN Arva Tech Arm (R); SK3LE2 Prosthetic Arm (L), Urishi variant (new at NEO-JAPAN)
uh-oh CP03 Plugs (right ear); CP04 Prototype Tunnels (Left ear)
Makeup:
alaskametro “Desert Planet” lipstick (variant 04); “Lenore” eyeshadow (variant 01) (FLF-o-Ween)
Nuuna EVOX Goth Eyebrows (variant 02)
Zibska Enyo Makeup (variant 05)
Abyssal TRAUMA body tech
Ophilus Finger Fades
Avatar (Reborn set):
Swallow Gauged S Ears
S H I M M CYBER XII eyes SET IV (variant 4)
Notes:
1. So this outfit happened by accident. For some reason when Sian clicked on the vendor with the camera and goggles set (featured in the last post) at Neo-Japan she wound up getting sent the fatpack with the hat/backpack/jaw brace set in it instead. She contacted Shouko Kanto of SOLE who got back in a couple of days with the set Sian had wanted to buy, no questions, which was lovely, but this meant that Sian now had a whole free fatpack, and Sian kind of felt an obligation to make an outfit around it.
2. The bodysuit was sold at last month’s Cyber Fair and was supposed to be part of one of LANEVO’s bigger outfit sets, but for reasons that fall into the realm of “I hope they’re OK” the promised other pieces of the set never materialised and the bodysuit hasn’t at the time of writing appeared at the LANEVO main store. Sian has been wearing it inworld all the time and trying to make sets with it ever since.
