it is pride month. sian is queer. you probably knew that.
over the last 18 months, rl!sian has fully come out as trans and poly in the real world. she has a number of sexual partners of varying importance, all queer, and she has become part of the kink and fetish scene in their region. she’s enjoying sex.
the thing about a recognition of your sexuality though is that it changes you. it changes how you see yourself. it changes the core of you.
this includes, by the way, asexuality – it is no less valid and just as transformative to become at peace with not needing physicality for closeness and understanding that about yourself (btw go see portia capelo’s pretty ace pride look).
sometimes an epiphany in understanding your sexuality can rewire it. for years, rl!sian considered herself a submissive or a reluctant switch, but there was a single moment of orgasm – probably the most important sexual experience of rl!sian’s life – where, lying in her main partner’s arms, sian suddenly saw herself as he saw her, beautiful and powerful and strong. an odd thing happened. going into that experience of lovemaking, sian was a submissive. leaving it, sian was a dominant.
since then, rl!sian has been a domx – specifically a service domx – and has found a great deal of , even while sl!sian, or permadoll37542, has been heavily locked down with rlv. except that permadoll37542 has also been brutally and systematically wrecking minds inworld too. there is a hierarchy there. lust (who herself is locked by her sl wife sara) has locked sian tightly, and now permadoll 37542 is developing another harem/hive/virtual polycule in sl where she is winning hearts, changing minds and warping consciousnesses. featured in the images is sian’s looooong standing friend and dollwife caly, who sian can hollow out with posthypnotic suggestions and pilot like a sexy mech suit, because that’s what dollwives do.
featured items (permadoll37542)
• :::sole::: sa – implant sakusou, implant visor
• a&y atomy cybersuit, neo-victorian boots
featured items (caly)
• :::sole::: sa – headset vha
• adoness andromeda hair
• diaboli design cyberBunny suit; lunatech boots
• d’evil lia latex gloves
• achroma hypno visor (customised)
