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xx.xy6 needled
the patches were only ever going to be a temporary solution; the real deal was always going to be doing it by injection. and as of the end of august, every sunday, sian swabs down a patch of skin on her abdomen, swabs down a tiny bottle, and sticks a tiny needle in herself with
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xx.xy.5 retrospect
not very long ago, rl!sian found tucked into a copy of michael moorcock’s cornelius quartet a folded piece of a4 on which she had, many years ago, written thoughts about the book, and its queerness. she had long ago forgotten ever having written it. sian was struck about that young person’s underlying assumptions, notably her
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23.0 theses on the queer villain arc
the thoughts sian had the other day about bataille have continued to resonate, and sian has told a bunch of people about acéphale now, and blown a fair few minds with it. sian supposes it is time to have a proper think about this. don’t worry. if you are here for the photos, that is just fine.
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21.0 this is all pretend
like many long time secondlife players, sian has maintained several accounts over the years. the first one, from 2009, started out as an incompetent dive into secondlife roleplay and fetish, that quickly turned into her breaking someone’s heart, starting a drone hive and eventually having to nuke the account because of an interaction with someone
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20.0 notes from a terf island
you might want to ignore either the pictures. or the text. there is dissonance. [++ trigger warning: transphobia ++] in january 2022, the council of europe issued a report saying that the uk – where sian lives – was one of the worst places in or adjacent to the european continent for lgbtq+ rights , putting these
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xx.xy.2 feminised
a whole bunch of things happened to rl!sian in the year and a half this blog was missing. some of them you don’t need to know, obviously, but aside from that moment where she saw herself as he saw her, and climaxed, and came out the other side a different person; and how she started
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xxx.7 dominance and acceptance
it is pride month. sian is queer. you probably knew that. over the last 18 months, rl!sian has fully come out as trans and poly in the real world. she has a number of sexual partners of varying importance, all queer, and she has become part of the kink and fetish scene in their region.
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18.0 visible
it is trans day of visibility. sian at least is visible, even if [deadname] is really not. it’ll have to do. (featured clothing r2 rappa [currently at neo japan]/ phy.ka c-string/ the forge akumi jacket [also at neo japan]/ sole sa-headphone)
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15.0 multiple choice
this is a headline from newsweek. it is actually pretty old – it comes from 2019 – but the exact talking point it references seems to be coming up daily at the moment. please choose from the following blog post options. a. if only. can we not just hurry up and make this a thing
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14.0 given names vs taken names
we were surprised a few months ago to realise that people have connections with their given names. we had not realised that this was a thing (see: unnoticed autism). we have never experienced this feeling in meatspace, really; our human, who from now on we will call [deadname] since it is the name that for
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13.0 drugged
we are talking about pills today. here, have some musical accompaniment to make that more fun (our human has their phone set to play this song when it is time to take our meds because it amuses them). so. between october 2015 and january 2018 we had a near-fatal psychological breakdown. there were lots of
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∅.n mindwipe
“sex is now a conceptual act, it’s probably only in terms of the perversions that we can make contact with each other at all. the perversions are completely neutral, cut off from any suggestion of psychopathology—in fact, most of the ones i’ve tried are out of date. we need to invent a series of imaginary