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xx.xy10 pride
ok, it’s update time. sian has been inworld and she’s got well over a hundred screenshots for blog posts that never happened, but frankly, it just felt too much like work, and honestly the whole point of this blog is processing over the space of about, what, the last four years, how second life
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xx.xy9 rack
did you miss sian? in the months since you last saw sian, imaginary reader, a lot of things happened. but she is back. she has a bunch of outfits to show you. this one went to the front of the queue though, the most realistic rubber catsuit sian has seen in second life, from avec
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xx.xy7 but what am i going to be
one of the scariest parts of transitioning is that for a while, the dysphoria becomes worse. there’s a feeling that rl!sian is having a lot now of intense dysphoria, the sense that she will never have the features of a woman, that she will be as ugly and grotesque as the terfs assume that everyone
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xx.xy6 needled
the patches were only ever going to be a temporary solution; the real deal was always going to be doing it by injection. and as of the end of august, every sunday, sian swabs down a patch of skin on her abdomen, swabs down a tiny bottle, and sticks a tiny needle in herself with
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xx.xy.5 retrospect
not very long ago, rl!sian found tucked into a copy of michael moorcock’s cornelius quartet a folded piece of a4 on which she had, many years ago, written thoughts about the book, and its queerness. she had long ago forgotten ever having written it. sian was struck about that young person’s underlying assumptions, notably her
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23.0 theses on the queer villain arc
the thoughts sian had the other day about bataille have continued to resonate, and sian has told a bunch of people about acéphale now, and blown a fair few minds with it. sian supposes it is time to have a proper think about this. don’t worry. if you are here for the photos, that is just fine.
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21.0 this is all pretend
like many long time secondlife players, sian has maintained several accounts over the years. the first one, from 2009, started out as an incompetent dive into secondlife roleplay and fetish, that quickly turned into her breaking someone’s heart, starting a drone hive and eventually having to nuke the account because of an interaction with someone
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20.0 notes from a terf island
you might want to ignore either the pictures. or the text. there is dissonance. [++ trigger warning: transphobia ++] in january 2022, the council of europe issued a report saying that the uk – where sian lives – was one of the worst places in or adjacent to the european continent for lgbtq+ rights , putting these
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xx.xy.2 feminised
a whole bunch of things happened to rl!sian in the year and a half this blog was missing. some of them you don’t need to know, obviously, but aside from that moment where she saw herself as he saw her, and climaxed, and came out the other side a different person; and how she started