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30.1 winning
here, have some pictures of virtual sian looking like she’s winning. this is a typically tenuous reference to the court hearing that sian mentioned in a post last week: because against all odds, sian won. specifically, she won the recognition of her right to nearly two years of backpaid disability benefits and further monthly payments
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30.0 but why though?
someone asked sian the other day, in a notecard, why the restrictions on chat? why be silent? why no direct messages? we have been through this. but it started with lust melody, who is the person who owns sian’s rlv keys. lust’s only universal requirement for submissives is no direct messages. when sian first came
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29.0 new old home
it has been a year. three years of living alone proved to rl!sian that she is not built for it. consequently a lot of rl!sian’s actual intellectual [eating implements] have been used up irl in the successful incorporating of a co-operative — a non-profit social enterprise company — which has so far raised the capital
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xxx.10 boxes
sian’s flickr got deactivated for having “adult content” this week. so it is gone. there weren’t even any nipples there. everything lewd was covered. it did not matter. rather than try to engage in five dimensional chess and work out what got the account nuked, sian just took it all down. here is a thought
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xx.xy10 pride
ok, it’s update time. sian has been inworld and she’s got well over a hundred screenshots for blog posts that never happened, but frankly, it just felt too much like work, and honestly the whole point of this blog is processing over the space of about, what, the last four years, how second life
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xx.xy9 rack
did you miss sian? in the months since you last saw sian, imaginary reader, a lot of things happened. but she is back. she has a bunch of outfits to show you. this one went to the front of the queue though, the most realistic rubber catsuit sian has seen in second life, from avec
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xx.xy8 chrysalis
yesterday, or maybe the day before, sian accidentally touched her chest and experienced a new sort of pain, an odd sting as she suddenly realised how very sore her nipples were. After months of wondering whether the changes she had so far experienced were only the placebo effect, this proved oddly comforting. something is happening.
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xx.xy7 but what am i going to be
one of the scariest parts of transitioning is that for a while, the dysphoria becomes worse. there’s a feeling that rl!sian is having a lot now of intense dysphoria, the sense that she will never have the features of a woman, that she will be as ugly and grotesque as the terfs assume that everyone
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xx.xy6 needled
the patches were only ever going to be a temporary solution; the real deal was always going to be doing it by injection. and as of the end of august, every sunday, sian swabs down a patch of skin on her abdomen, swabs down a tiny bottle, and sticks a tiny needle in herself with